From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: _arc.hive_@lm.va.com.au
Subject: inside my brain
Date: Fri, 20 Feb 2004 20:46:29 -0500 (EST)



   inside my brain


   my=brain==february===========it's=been=a=whilei've=been=
   quite=busy==we=helped=whit=buy=a=car=saturday==went=shopping=for===
   ati=merchandise===p==h==lost=inside=my=brain==a=discovery=of=a=====
   ore_code=am&category_code=limbtdoant=lost=inside=my=brain==a=
   discovery=of=a=new=therapy==therapist=training=manual-del=
   giacco's=art=therapy==lost=inside=my=brain==a=discovery=of=a=new=
   therapy=====see=what=is=inside=my=brain==
   right=are=of=me==all=of=them==i=can=now=show=animated=
   pictures=of=my=brain=to=the=entire=planet==isn't=technology=great===
   ====words=without=borders=-===i=from==i==mozart's=third=brain=
   which=uses=us=in=the=larger=brain==vowel=lengths=i=think=about=
   another=one=
   of=my=friends==who=music=played=the=same=light==coming=from=inside=
   the=face=====salon=com=technology===in=search=of=my=own=brain=
   hirsch==director=of=columbia=university's=brain=imaging=group==who=had=
   graciously=
   offered=to=help=me=in=my=pursuit==to=see=the=brain==from=the=inside==
   as=it=====nova=online===secrets=of=the=mind===the=electric=brain=
   the=nervous=system=to=invent=things=inside=the=head=all=my=life==
   even=as=a=child==i=have=been=amazed=that=you=the=brain=is=the=
   ultimate=organ======tablet=pc=buzz=com=-=features=
   very=safe=about=having=a=rather=expensive=piece=of=technology=inside=
   it==
   at=one=point=not=long=after=receiving=the=brain=cell==i=dropped=my=
   tc=====in=====wired=======this=is=your=brain=on=god=
   exit==and=i'm=left=sitting=inside=the=utterly=the=chamber==and=
   selected=
   electromagnetic=fields=begin=gently=thrumming=my=brain's=temporal=
   lobes======inside=learning=web=log==alcohol=and=the=brain=
   log==how=do=we=learn=the=things=we=value=most==the=thought=
   of=my=brain=wasting=away=every=time=i=have=a=guiness=is=not=a=happy=
   one======the=early=bird=ate=my=brain==dining=out=with=my=folks=in=
   into=the=men's=sauna=and=ask=if=there's=a=sol=finkel=inside==would=
   you=be=a=nice=
   young=man=and=do=that=for=me="=at=======my=parents=and=i=drive=to=
   nearby=====the=oracular=tree=---=a=transformational=ezine=
   physicist=has=placed=the=spin=koan=inside=it==with=a=hammer=the=
   koan=
   squarely==releasing=fatal=amounts=of=certainty==causing=my=brain=
   tissue=to=====the=super=nipple=
   my=chicken-craving=vietnamese=poe's=the=raven=backwards==in=
   latin==inside=the=oval=joe=lieberman=--=this=is=your=brain=on=
   pepto-bismol=====my=brain=is=made=of=things=made=of=gold==
   experiments=in=not=====
   brain=is=made=of=things=made=of=gold==and=you=have=to=come=down=
   for=my=b-day==reconstitution=
   reimagined=erasmus=is=a=livejournal=wrapped=inside=a=blogger=====
   then=you=eat=the=outside=and=throw=away=the=inside==before=the=
   lightning;=my=lightning=
   comes=before=the=clouds;=my=rain=dries=back=to=the=brain=food=home=
   page======the=write=brain=-=issue===
   free!=madness!=-=it's=screaming=tirades=rage=inside=
   my=brain!=madness!=-it=breaks=my=thoughts==it=exposes=my=pain!=
   except=that=the=sadness=buried=deep=inside=my=soul=would=but==
   some=feedback==directly=
   from=my===-year-old=com==opinions=expressed=in=the=write=brain=are=
   solely=====sciforums=com=-=life=inside=a=computer=
   it's=possible=to=matrix=the=brain==namely=create=little=blackdots=
   that=sometimes=
   arise=in=my=sight==they=effect=of=dopplers=must=occur=inside=the=
   neural=====sciforums=com=-=life=inside=a=computer=
   it's=possible=to=matrix=the=brain==namely=create=little=blackdots=
   that=sometimes=
   arise=in=my=sight==they=effect=of=dopplers=must=occur=inside=the=
   neural=====read=lyrics=-=justin=timberlake=-=still=on=my=brain=
   now=love=is=a=game=that=we=both=like=to=play=but=will=i=win=or=lose=if=
   i=go=or=if=i=stay=even=though=i=try=to=hide=my=broken=heart=inside=
   girl=you=====the=amazing=kreskin=-=review=by=neil=slade=
   instantly=found=it=inside=the=large=deep=innermost=regions=of=a=
   persons=
   brain=stores=my=mother=in=particular=was=skeptical==although=she=
   really====="a=kick=in=the=head==a=brain=tumor=journal"=by=michael=
   to=improvise=a=life=of=recklessness=inside=you=pieces=of=brain=
   tissue=are=
   present=another=description=from=my=neurosurgeon=says="it=consists=
   of=multiple=====kool=g==rap=money=on=my=brain=lyrics=
   game=money's=on=my=motherfuckin=brain=son=[grimm=me=hold=the=flame=
   low==hotel=
   suites=inside=the=flamingo=up=fakin=no=jacks==cause=all=my=
   crackshacks=are=====brain=tumor=survivor=stories=
   glioma==the=tumor=affected=my=balance;=it=also=caused=severe=
   headaches=and=vomitting==the=mounting=pressure=inside=my=head=calling=
   for=the=====[biophp-dev]=my=brain=hurts==
   next=message==[biophp-dev]=my=brain=hurts==should=be=easy=to=
   add======the=seq_factory=
   should=never=have=to=know=what's=inside=another===object==with===the=
   ====[biophp-dev]=my=brain=hurts==
   next=message==[biophp-dev]=my=brain=hurts=the=seq_factory=
   should=never=have=to=know=
   what's=inside=another=object==with=the=exception=of=the=one=object=
   that=it's=====proliferations=at=tank=green=dot=com=
   myself=inside=out==my=brain=is=going=so=fast==over=and=over=
   any=and=everything=i=have=to=do=in=the=next=month=and=a=half======
   dusting=my=brain==july======archives=
   cobwebs=of=said=brain==sneaking=into=of=saturday=night=dinner=
   dates==
   my=oldest=sister=an=oversized=gift=bag=with=matching=tissue=paper=
   inside======journal=of=mdxi========
   here's=the=front=and=back=of=a=scrap=of=paper=found=
   inside=the=book========pm==perl's=infected=my=brain=[===comments===
   #======]=====rkl=lyrics=-=scab=on=my=brain=-=lyrics=time=
   inside==nightmares=of=doomsday==now=i've=got=these=headaches==the=
   itch=that's=on=my=brain=just=gets=more=insane=each=day==pressures=
   problems======amazon=com==books==inside=the=brain===an=enthralling=
   account=of=====
   snippet=====mind=games=or=brain=play==-=www=ezboard=com=
   ==topic=its=much=better=to=use=your=liver=than=your=brain==i=dont=
   even=know=where=my=brain=
   is==i=use=the=inside=of=my=skull=to=keep=snacks==and=my=keys=and=
   stuff======tough=protection=for=your=laptop==the=brain=cell=by==
   the=perfect="insert"=for=my=briefcase==too=while=each=size=of=the=
   brain=cell=
   may=be=used=on=carrying=case==they=were=all=designed=to=fit=inside=
   of=other=====york=and=district=mind=-=minds=`i'=-=thatcher=ate=my=
   only=emotion=i=feel====lack=of=fear=is=worse==there=is=nothing=else=
   inside=
   that=is=yet=there=was=a=part=of=my=brain=that=carried=on=in=its=
   a=newspaper=clipping=of=an=ad=for=career=builder==and=the=guy=in=the=
   ad=
   is=i=thought=it=was=me==until=i=realized=that=i've=never=had=my=
   picture=taken=====inside=the=human=body=-=the=respiratory=system=-=
   grades==-======
   inside=the=human=body=-=the=respiratory=system==my=brain=is=a=very=
   important=part=
   of=my=breathing==my=lungs=take=orders=from=my=brain==telling=me=to=
   breathe!=====wired=======this=is=your=brain=on=god=
   techies=exit==and=i'm=left=sitting=inside=the=utterly=the=chamber==
   and=selected=
   electromagnetic=fields=begin=gently=thrumming=my=brain's=temporal=
   lobes======inside=uva=
   visit=to=an=elementary=school=as=part=of=brain=awareness=week==the=
   kids=
   started=a=guessing=game=about=my=age;=they=decided=it=must=be=between=
   brain=album=-=cricklewood=green=group=-=ten=years=after=
   inside=of=me======order=of=pink=roses==the=girl=with=no=brain=
   momentary=panic=i=had=a=flash=scene=of=my=head=being=opened=revealing=
   that=there=was=no=brain=inside--it=had=all=been=dissolved=by=the=
   pineal=juice=====amazon=com==books==inside=the=brain=
   snippet=====amazon=com==editorial=reviews==inside=the=brain==
   revolutionary=====
   eviews=no=snippet=====brain=malfunction=-=help==please!=
   ainmalfunction=was=going=to=collapse=on=the=floor==it=was=as=if=
   something=was=pulling=me=down=inside==it=
   was=as=if=all=that=was=left=was=only=half=of=my=brain=on=the=left=side=
   ====pick=my=brain==not=my=nose==
   wrong==i'm=just=as=giggly=inside=seeing=my========i=was=flipping=
   through=
   the=ol'=brain=damage=box=i'm=not=really=current=on=my=biblical=
   tomes==being=a=====


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